waiting for a star to fall (miss mo na 'ko?)

now,i am living a normal life again. i am performing what the director of this play is telling me to do. will i ever commit the same crime again? i don't know. there's only one thing i am sure of right now, the worst yet best thing in this world is to kill for love.


i miss him. what we had.whatever that was, you see, even now, i have no idea what is it exactly that had transpired between the two of us. i know we weren't just aquaintances. it sure is hell wasn't friendship (most people would grind a hammer into my skull if i ever atempted to claim it WAS that). and we most definitley weren't a couple. but as sure as mosquitoes are feasting on my legs right now as i sit by the terrace, we had SOMETHING. and it was a good something. And i miss that too.

i don't really miss him so much.ah oo yeah right. of course that memory of the feeling won't do justice to the feeling itself. i remember that it felt nice most of the time. i remember that water tasted better, that the morning sun looked friendlier, that the world seemed a happier place to be in. i remember that i could laugh like there was no tomorrow. that i could be happy, knowing i couldn't live any happier. sigh, i miss that.

i miss him.


january 13 2k6 - kaarawan ni cholo.our private birthday gig over at tandang sora,quezon city.
.spoliarium. (imago vers.) -ate rhaia vocals, safavs drums&vocals, kim guitars, jieg bass,arvin guitars)
.say it. (mojofly) -safavs vocals, kim drums, jieg bass,arvin egg shaker&guitars)
.secrets don't make friends. (from first to last) kim vocals,safavs drums, jieg bass, gbert guitars, arvin guitars).
alcohol spree.my first exposure as a vocalist?*laughtrip!*

final destination:house:2.45am

january14 -quiz in sociology.quiz in business administration.quiz in my accounting.alcohol spree.
january15 -from 12.30pm-9pm video editing (accidentally in love)

XxX screw stress XxX
san kayang lupalop naroon si ernest? nakita mo ba siya?

january 16 no classes for me.january19 no classes for me.january21 no classes for me.

utot ko mabaho.
e yung sa'yo?NONSENSE.tired.